Dark Magical Girl (LitRPG, Fanfiction, Progression)

Anathema, monsters that brought ruin to humanity. Thirty years ago, they attacked our world, and despite our best efforts, we were defeated.

Then came the Zenith, illuminating our dark world. It provided us with seven sanctuary cities to house the remaining humans, the survivors. It also bestowed upon us the power to repel Anathema: magical girls and guardians. Now, thirty years later, humanity is trying to reconquer the Earth, to reclaim what was once ours. New Mesa was one such effort.

However, that passion didn't reach me. Despite being an honor student and always maintaining proper behavior, I was not chosen as a magical girl. Perhaps because, unlike others, my feelings weren't genuine. I didn't idolize magical girls and guardians like everyone else. Yet, against all odds, one day, I was chosen to became a magical girl.

How can I inspire hope and dreams in others when I lack them myself?